MY UNTOLD STORY ... (1)
Dear friends!
Today I am in ILS law college, Pune which is one of the best law colleges of whole India. Whether you may call this as my luck or anything. Most of the people may be thinking that I don't deserve according to my marks.
Here most of the people are very clever, their accent in english is JUST WONDERFUL. I came from a small town where we hardly speak English. In our profession, judge should be convinced by our presentation. Our English doesn't matter much. Still when I went to college for studies then I speak continuously in English except for call at home.
Always failure has surrounded me whether say in personal life or professional life. My status quo is that I am not a working professional but still I call my studies as my personal expect. I came back from IIT coaching classes, Nagpur (will not disclose the name of class). When we read spiritual books then it results in either in Mala Fide or Good faith. Every spiritual book results in creating self-less humans. Failures are nothing but just a near by step to success. I could have landed upon the correct step but I took address of the wrong area and landed upon the step which had oil and finally I failed down.
In other words, I just meant to say that I have always failed. I don't have a single academic achievement. Well I have not said that I will not have any academic achievement. I don't want to use bad word 'may be' so basically I would speak I don't know about the future.
Yeah! I was at the point when I ran away from IIT coaching classes. I had a good friend who had believe in me that we both will clear IIT. Keeping faith in me he joined me but I ran and he was stressed out.Finally he also decided to hang up. So indirectly I cursed the future of my friend who could have been in IITs now. I came back here and still caught in memories of class, I was indirectly exterminating my future. I abhorrence those days and also maths from childhood. I just hate the variable 'x' which is base of maths.
We had several chapters in algebra in my high school such as 'integral calculus' and 'differentiation'. I would just ask my teacher what is the use of those thing in close at hand and also in practical life. He was confused. I told myself this is not a kind of teacher, this is machine. I don't want to be machine.
I researched and I found that when you collect things is called integration and when you divide anything in parts then its called as differentiation.
To be continued...
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (2)
Friends!
I am kinda self studying person. There are only few teachers of whom I could understand teaching.
When you think that path/way is long then you are holistically wrong because the years would pass by just when tear fall from your eyes. In other words, time is very fast moving. Time is a terrible master. Rule your time otherwise time would rule you. My efficiency was not good in my tuition as well as college. I was insulted many times. One time even I wept in-front of all. That had not happened before that I was ever affronted. They had accused me that I had agitated whole class by making certain voices but still whole class is / was witness that I hadn't done anything. That time my self-respect was on stake and I was judged through my marks.
I mean to say that they said that my character is bad if I am getting less marks. Is this way to estimate someone? As a teacher, you should understand the basic problem of a student, talk him often, give him advice rather than imposing something. But here the thing was totally different, money cavorts all role. Either you should have money or you should have marks otherwise leave the tuition. I had an ample desire to die.
I apprehended my heart. I stopped going tuitions from that day. My respect was on stake. Better is stopped. I had stopped making dreams of myself as a engineer. Now I would dream of becoming a lawyer. A high class lawyer.
To be continued...
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (3)
I have used word 'high class lawyer' but still as I am in Ist year I am not able to grasp what does it mean. Before going there (in law college) I promised my mother of becoming a world class lawyer. But I would culminate my talking about lawyers here only as I am deaf to the word 'high class lawyer'.
Leaving the tuition was a positive step for me. Some scares were still there and they will not end till the end of the life. Experience makes you stiff and it also makes you strong poet. Just now I made few lines-
Yun chup chup ke kya kehte ho...
Kis yaad main khoy rehte ho...
jo gujra bas gujar gaya...
bewajah kyu apna dil dukhate rehte ho...
My mother use to say me "Think 10 times before you react to anything otherwise you will be bemoaning always in solitary confinement." I reacted violently many times and also I am very short tempered person which is my weak point. I cried and yelled so hard but no peace. Either you close your eyes and start meditating then also you cannot pay for your reaction.
Just act and don't react otherwise there is a better option you can go to 'jungle' and yell there a loud. Nobody will disturb you. If you want to cry go there. When I wept in tuition, I thought of myself as a very very weak person from heart but soon I was happy that this world is very bad, they will make you stone. I was happy because still I was a human inside. The scares which I was talking before were-
1)My reputation turned bad. (Worst till present)
2)I need to prove again. (same in 12th as i proved in 10th)
3)My parents turn against me.
4)My best friend was on his peak of education.
5)Reputation before old friends which were also on top.
Crying is no answer to anything. If we keep on thinking then we would fall behind but if we take action we would have time to chase the dreams. I also began my search for best law colleges of country.
Welcome to chase dreams as in this pic...
TO BE CONTIUED...
TAKE CARE...
My untold story ... (4)
Dear friends...
The epoch of the later ones was that tuition sir came to my home for counselling me. He apologized for his behavior. He told me that he did this because my performance of tuition was bad and this may lead in the improved performance. But how could this result in the improved performance? The act done by him is wrong. I would like to attest a line here...
*Words strike deeper than sword and words once said doesn't return back.
As one of my best buddies of all times, Anubhav asked me that -
THIS QUESTION IS OPEN FOR ALL TO ANSWER. IMAGINE YOURSELF IN THIS SITUATION AND TRY TO ANSWER IT WISELY..!! :-)Think over this...Wat if,after u graduate wid a law degree and become a renowed lawyer, some thing that raises against yourself respect..Wat would you do..?Would u give up on ur career as a lawyer too..?
It was asked in untold story 2 and now I would like to answer it as well. See the way you raised the question is great and also it is correct that we should fight back the situation. But the fact is that, that time I was very broken from inside and was not understanding what to do and what not to do. The later fact is that I fought back. I went to tuition some days later and worked with full power. But it was already late. It was a positive beginning.
Even if we apologized thousand times then situation doesn't improves. So better is that we should think 2 times utmost as same as stated in note 'My untold story ... (3)'.
Well this is my last note till 6th Oct. 2010. Continue your comments and lets have a good and constructive discussion. Nobody is perfect but still the perfection can be gained if we work together and discuss together.
Thanks...
Take care...
Yours...
Raj...
(must have heard my name...)
Well my today's photo message is ...
Be contented...
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (5)
Dear friends!
I just can't wait to write another note. It indirectly means that I can't wait to share my feelings with you all people because Facebook is a virtual family for all of us. We should not forget that this has given us something and its our responsibility that we should give it back something.
We some people waste some of the resources present to us. We were given water by the god and today we have made water kingdoms to waste it. We got SMS as a power but by doing rubbish SMS we are wasting it. I got one SMS from my friend that 'IF U WANT TO ADD 10 YRS TO YOUR MOM'S LIFE THEN FORWARD DES SMS TO 10 PEOPLE'. What a rubbish SMS it was! If it really works then send it somebody whose mother is facing cancer and all.
My appeal is to say SMS is a blessing, don't make it curse. I know that today the rate for SMS is low. We should have look that what we are doing exactly. Here I have not started a regulation class but still I think this may bring a little change in you. The most main aim of all people's life is to gain Moksha but we should be clear that at this running time we can't get complete Moksha. A relief to mind is a little trailer of Moksha.
FOR RELIEF TO MIND, MEDITATION SHOULD BE DONE.
THANKS,
TAKE CARE...
REGARDS,
RAJ
NO FANTASY HAS EVER HAPPENED IN ANY STORY,ITS ONLY YOU WHO MADE IT A FANTASY.
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (6)
Dear friends!
I have started take tough decisions and it has paved my way through unneeded things.
I would not disclose those tough decisions and also I would keep it out of my life since I think that I would forget the idiotic things I did while keeping only lessons in my mind.
I have started to take interest in learning languages. I belong to Marwadi clan and since I am unaware about the language; I went to my maternal grandmother and she taught me unknowingly. I have made a rhyme sentences in MARWADI LANGUAGE. I would like you to read those lines.
THEY POSITIVE SOCHO, AUR KAM HOSHI LOCHO
It means that if you think positive then problem will lessen.
I have problems in my life but writing a note on facebook give somewhat relief to me. Those problems are very related to me only not others and also I would introduce you to new term 'defective thinking'.
I suffer from that. In that, we think about unneeded things in important times.
When I am writing this, I am in barber shop. A marathi soap is going on, on TV. In that, a thought touched me deeply that 'WE NEVER UNDERSTAND AND KNOW WHAT WE CAN DO'.
I WISH YOU BEST LUCK TO BE AWAY FROM 'DEFECTIVE THINKING'.
TAKE CARE,
RAJ AGRAWAL
NO FANTASY HAS EVER HAPPENED IN ANY SUCCESS STORY, ITS ALWAYS YOU WHO MADE IT A FANTASY.
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (7)
Dear friends!
Today I am here but I am not sure that what will happen tomorrow. I might be somewhere in some place. I read a book called 'Explanations of Chanakya Niti'. Chanakya was a pioneer in economics and other subjects. He was also adviser of Mauryan empire. For more info. please click on this link
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chanakya
He had said that 'Whenever someone insults you or you have done something wrong then you should not disclose it infront of anyone. I am not depriving of not to seek revenge but revenge and insult are different things. Don't fall in the trap to take revenge.'
See I know that some of the things of Chanakya are not of today's time but some of his teaching are timeless and vulnerable. Those who want to achieve something must read it once.
The only thing that distracted me very much was that 'Your wife is your money and asset. Store it and hide it.' How can you tell women assets. They are human beings and since the society is no more male dominating so today women are kind of part of society and world.
The main motive behind showing you these teachings were that if you are following someone's philosophy then be sure that it is up to time and also it is not hollowing you.
As the wheel of time goes, traditions and customs continue to change. So sometimes a part of theory/philosophy or sometimes whole theory/philosophy turns outdated. The main thing is to be well informed about the philosophy. While imitating on someone's path, we should not fall completely by closing eyes.
A tough eye is necessary. If you are okay with the theory i.e. some principals are laid via theory and those principals if are hard and you are ready then it has no relation with the time.
I had followed Gandhian philosophy and today also the theory is timeless pearl.
Thanking you...
Take care...
Yours...
Raj...
No fantasy has ever happened in any story, its always you who made it a fantasy.
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (8)
Friends...
Life is like a unending episodes of sadness...
Most of my friends disagreed the statement. But as it was my status of facebook, I would need to give explanation some time. I would tell you my own story of sadness, but little later.
See one link...
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=117196665010016&comments
Its a video, see its description. Some say, or even we see in films; love at first sight. How can you practically or logically say that you fall for a person in just a second?
You see a person for some moments and just tell me how you decide that you are going to dedicate important times thinking about him/her? How can you decide that the other person is made for you only? How can you decide the other one is your soul-mate? How can you decide that other one is never going to give you setback?
Does the theory of Paulo Coelho applies? Practically the answer is no.
All that I want to say from this is love at first sight is a filmy theory. I don't think that it happens. See from my posts and all, you all will seem that I am against love but I am not against love. Love should be true.
The greatest form of pure love is love of mother. The extent of love mother loves to her child is highest than any other love.
Always see that you are not leaving your parents who love you from years for a love who loved you only from few days.
Thanking you...
Take care...
Regards...
Raj Agrawal
SOMETIMES FANTASY DO HAPPEN IN LIVES, BUT WE ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT ITS FROM GOD BUT ACTUALLY ITS FROM YOU.
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (9)
Friends...
Welcome to the ninth journey of 'My untold story...'
Tell me whether do you like this series ?
Should I continue to write?
I am thinking to make a book out of these series...
I had a very bad day... It was such bad day that I felt like crying...
But stop talking all these nonsense... Mr. Raj Agrawal
This were the words which my mind said to me.
Well, I was sad two days ago but I pretended to be happy. I changed my profile picture. I removed negative friends from my friend list. I watched comedy movies; I also watched the movie 'The Secret'.
I find my life changed. Well thanks to Mr. Nilesh Dhotre for giving such a wonderful movie.
For Arpit Chokhani
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001103065852
Please wish him 'Get Well Soon' on my behalf.
Woh bimar hai yaaro...
If it becomes possible for you then please read the book named 'The Secret'. FOR this book happiness i s guaranteed. Its such a wonderful book; actually its not a book its a miracle.
Well friends don't worry. You don't need to spent much money on purchasing book. I am giving a link, just click on it and find the movie.
http://www.thesecret.tv/
I will keep updating you with more parts from this book so... keep reading my notes...
Bye friends...
Take care...
Raj Agrawal
You don't believe in magic... But believe me, magic is in you...
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (10)
Friends!
Following is a excerpt from my first book 'The Pleasant Emerging'. It talks about forgiveness.
We have made many artificial feelings. One of the artificial but wonderful feelings is forgiveness. There are three things to give one is friendship, second is love and third last but not least i.e. forgiveness.
There are two types of forgiveness, one is to take and other is to give.
Always remember friends that wrong person will never ask for forgiveness.
No one has become smaller after asking for forgiveness or even after giving forgiveness. ‘To error is human, to forgive is divine’. To forgive is a path to god.
Forgiveness is the positive impact and it will automatically influence the negative impacts created by mistakes by us.
I had written this 2 years back and it is still fresh in my mind. I had written 10 magical letters in my first book and it is excerpt from last letter. I have nothing to say more.
Take care...
See you soon...
Regards...
Raj Agrawal
WHEN YOU WANT SAFE FUTURE THEN CONTROL THE PRESENT.
You can read my book on
http://www.yuvrajbajaj.webs.com
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (11)
Hello...
Lessons from the past are epitaph now, but we do have some chronicles in life. When you cerebrate those times, then it would be brainstorm for us whether we did right or wrong...
I would convey something to you all today. I was wriggling out to take photocopy of some legal case studies, then a girl (must be 4-5 years elder than me) called me; she was standing aside at road footpath. My friend was with me that time. I remember her words till now. Following is the dialouge set of that time. I would refer her as Miss. X.
ME (After she called me, I went near her and answered)- Yes.
Miss X (Pointing her finger towards ICICI bank asked) - Can you tell me when this bank will open in morning?
ME- Sorry, but I don't know. I study at law college.
Miss X- Actually I did some shopping, also I had a coffee here (pointing towards a coffee shop) but my cash ended. I went to HDFC bank and when I tried my ATM, unfortuantely it blocked out. The PIN is not working. I am in urgent need of 50 bucks or some. I need to get to my place as soon as possible.
ME- What you want us to do? (I stared at my friend; I did a dumb thing)
My friend- Do you have money?
ME- Yaa... (I took out money)
She took 200 bucks from me.
Miss X- Should I give you my number? I am not feeling got to fetch money from you but this is my urgent need. I owe 50 bucks to coffee shop. Thanks for the money. I called my mother and told her; she has deposited 75,000/- bucks in my account but the bloody ATM is not working. You can take my number; I would return it back to you.
ME- Miss, you don't need to bother anything. We are basically lawyers, we have to help people. No problem.
I continued on my path and I decided that I would save 200 rupees anyhow. Rather than thinking a lot about it, I am taking it in positive means and also I would hope that the Miss X helps some one in need like that. Maybe that money returns to me through any miracle. Miracles do happen friends.
What are the possibilities of miracle for a common man? Miracles do have some reasons and some acquitances; I stop here now...
Take care...
Bye...
Regards,
Raj Agrawal
A help in need, is a miracle whelp indeed.
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (12)
Hello...
There is a contradiction in my thinking nowadays. Time and sand have deep relation. Whenever we think about time or generally whenever the discussion of time is done in movies then there is a machine of sand which is divided into two cones.There is a small gap between it and slowly slowly the sand is falling down from one cone to other and the other vertically opposite cone gets filled. Whenever I think about that machine; one picture comes to my mind that villain is setting time on machine and he gives time to save your loved ones. It is dangerous time. Well leave that, I don't want to discuss about villain. Following below is little excerpt from my book 'The Lost Moment...'
Time should not be compared to sand because nothing can be permanently written on sand but time can be permanently stopped when a person dies. That means we can permanently write on sand. This is the contradiction which has left me thinking for nearly two decades.
I think it was over philosophical na... Well you can think a lot about this... We come across to the point and we forget to understand the logic. We forget to draw conclusions. Come on friends ask questions and get clear at the points.
Today I will talk about friendship also. You can't impose restrictions on friendship. Friendship blossoms under law of nature. Its natural; I would advise you to never impose restrictions on friendship. If friendship increases let it increase. I am alone; I don't have best friend. I had best friend, best friend one would ever dream. Its hard case when there is misunderstanding between two best friends. We should always remember that where ever there is relation of love (of friendship, you dirty mind) then there is relation of misunderstandings.
I had considered every friend equal but my mistake that I hoped from that. It is expectations; as said by Shakespeare that expectations do hurt. So friends always be serious about friends and expectations.
Take care...
With warm regards...
Raj Agrawal
When there is relation of love, then there is relation of misunderstandings.
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (13)
Friends!
I need to confess you something. I am forgetting the happiest moments of my life. There was a happy moment in my life. I will cover this chronicle in a dialouge form. I will denote the unknown person with Mr. X. This is true event friend which happened around 8 pm evening-
Me (with my father on phone)- Hello
My father- Ya say...
Me- I think I have holiday for the Rakhi but still the notice has not been put up. What should I do? Should I come?
My father- Do one thing. You come over here. No matters.
Me-I will book my ticket today.
Me with my friend- Shankar! Please accompany me. It will take just 15 minutes. I need to book ticket.
Shankar-Are you sure?
I didn't knew that it would not be just 15 minutes.
We went and booked tickets.
Meanwhile we were returning hostel (in autorickshaw)==>
Shankar- Is the meter of auto running faster than usual?
Me-No the meter is running fine.
After returning to the hostel... (He had a great day till now. He had won the elocution competition and also I was praised for my style.)==>
Shankar (to me)- I am unable to find my college bag and even my mobile.
Me-Your bag must be in the college. You must have forgotten since you won the elocution and what was the last time you had seen your mobile?
Shankar-I think it fell in auto.
We went to college to see bag and meanwhile we continued to call his mobile number. We had searched every corner of the room and now we were sure that it had lost in auto. We doesn't remember the number of auto. When we reached college and then we were informed that he would get his bag at 7 am in the morning. My friend's two things were lost and we were deeply regretting our lack of care.
After 45 minutes of returning to the hostel, his mobile number rang and in the meanwhile we had called customer care and requested them to block the number. Somebody on the phone (I will denote him as Mr. X)-
Mr.X- Who is this?
Shankar- Uncle I study in law college and my mobile had fell down in auto.
Mr. X- I got it from auto when I was passenger in that auto. Now I can't give your mobile back.
Shankar- Uncle, I understand; I regret my mistake and I should have taken care of it but it was a mistake. Please help uncle, we are student.
Mr.X- Reach G... area in 10 minutes. The place is near to your college. (My friend was unable to hear the place properly)
Me-Which area uncle?
Mr.X- Gokhale nagar, Just come to SB road and take left turn from Symbiosis.
Me-Ok, done.
Mr.X- What must be the cost of mobile?
Me- Must be around 1200 bucks.
Mr.X- I will return your mobile but instead I will take 400 rupees.
Me- Just a minute. (I asked my friend about that and he agreed). Ok done.
I had heard about Gokhale nagar that it has some underworld dons. (Its a good area; what I had heard was just a rumour)
We took Prasad Patil with us. Prasad Patil is my classmate and we took him with us because we thought we would need him in bad situation. We went to Gokhale nagar. After we reached, I called him-
Me-Hello bhaiyya, we have reached here.
Mr. X- Ok wait, I am coming in two minutes.
He came on a bike and he was with a person who was just looking like a body builder. He himself was looking like a underworld mafia. He had long nails like a girl. That is the only comedy thing that I was able to find. We were in deep fear and also we had told him that I was wearing red colour T-shirt. After that-
Mr.X- Who's mobile is that?
Me- Its mine.
Mr.X- Where is the money?
I denoted Patil to give money as our both's cash had just ended and we had no time that time to take money. Patil gave him four hundred bucks. He gave me mobile. I looked the mobile and the other person asked me for the mobile for a minute. I thought that they will run away with mobile, then-
Me-Uncle, please show me mobile; I need to call my home urgently.
Mr.X was about to go and
Me-Uncle I think you should take 300 bucks only. Please understand we are students.
Mr.X- You study in law college, which means you are very rich.
Me-Uncle, we are not rich. This is Patil, his father is agriculturist. This is Shankar, his father is clerk and my father is editor of a local daily newspaper. This Shankar had got admission in Symbiosis whose fees is above 95,000 bucks and it is better than law college. Due to money problem, he was not able to take admission.
Mr.X- Sorry, I can't return as I have come from nearly 30 kilometres for giving this mobile.
It was my presence of mind that worked. It could have been my first out-of-court settlement and I thought that I am unsuccessful and suddenly-
Mr.X-Oye... Come here...
We went there and he returned 100 bucks. That was our first saving. We were successful and eventually my friend got his lost bag next day. Friends! we had decided that we would take 100 bucks anyhow and settle the matter in 300 bucks.
It is said, there are some events which we can't forget whole life time. Law of attraction worked and stated in my mind that 'When you really want something, than whole universe conspires to get it.'
Please please take care of yourself.
With warm regards,
Raj Agrawal
Naam toh suna hi hoga
No fantasy has ever happened in any success story, its always you who made it a fantasy.
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (14)
Friends!
Success is not a god gift as most of us feel. It needs countless efforts, sleepless nights. Why everyone not succeeds? Only one or two of heaps. If everyone succeeds then it goes against the natural law.
Everyone has dark secrets. Who said that dark secrets cannot end? Dark secrets can end if god wants. Anything can happen if god wants. You can become superhuman if god wants. But already god has provided has provided us with lot of eternal and internal powers. You say 'man of possibilities' but I will prefer to say 'man of impossibilities'.
You are made by your works. If we follow the same routine then eternal power will be same and no other power will be released. In other words, it means that we need rigorous work to become superhuman. Its not necessary that superhuman means superman (one who can fly).
Some people do think that I should do confessions because I did wrong thing by saying truth. Truth is very hard to listen. Even some think that I am a bad person. I want to say that persons that I am not got to confess anymore; I don't care if they think I am bad idiot.
I am sorry for my harsh words, but I am not understanding what to do...
I am not tagging anyone in this note but will tag you next time surely friends.
Bye...
Raj Agrawal
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (15)
Today's story is dedicated to one of my friends...
Those who have parents are superbly lucky. Its a very famous thought that 'God cannot be everywhere so he made mothers.' Certain people raise question that 'are parents god?' I have experienced that they are god. Why to raise question on existence of god?
Why do we people always assume god has particular type of looks. God can exist in any form. Parents are ready to do anything for their children. I always write my own personal experiences. These all are my real experiences. They are true.
Have you got any dangerous dream? If not, let me tell you that you are lucky. Because as soon as you start to get dangerous dreams about the parents then life will turn hell. As soon as you are alone on the road, you are made to look back at the road so that you don't miss anything.
You no longer have no interest left as such in life. You feel like missing something even if you are not missing anything really. You began to fear from the darkness which will steal your past moments. Sometimes you will began to feel and assume that darkness will steal your memories.
You would even like to stay at one place and you will heartily want your past to return back to you. Its going to be quite scary. Please please don't ever try to evade your mind towards darkness, sadness, gloomy state and lost in love. Never assume and let others feel that you are on bad hair day. Life is easy, if you let it control part of your dreams.
Rather than being lost in the dream, come on get up and chase it.
Regards,
Raj Agrawal
NO FANTASY HAS EVER HAPPENED IN ANY SUCCESS STORY, ITS ALWAYS YOU WHO MADE IT A FANTASY.
MY UNTOLD STORY ... (16)
It was late night and starting of new day. It must be around 3.00 am. What I was doing there on the PC? I was trying to download a movie, infact a mobile movie. You can find heaps of websites to download those movies. The mind was suffering from obscureness after long battle of unneeded tensions or in a nutshell, tensions unnecessarily created by me for the mind. Exams are on the nearest dark cloud, the cloud which is just about to fall as a rain. If I am not aware it may bring flood in my life.
Why I was getting bor for artificial things? Why are we obsessed with the bloody movies. Why do we get excited about the film stars keeping the fact in mind that they are also human beings. This is something about contradictory philosophy. I understand that if I keep thinking about the contradictory philosophy then it would not leave any mile stone unturned to bust my professional life.
What about the competition which we face outside the world? If it better that we should compete with ourselves only. Its a bad contradiction. What if someone follows someone blindly? Because of that bullshit trust. Can't that person do mistake afterall human is a diety of mistakes. Why do people advice or wish to help someone even if the other person has not demanded it?
Why do people have their personal priorities more important rather than the priorities of the other person? Why all are turning more self centered? Why the obscureness is increasing? Why the evil things have no stopping platform? How do people judge other person's intellect by the academics? Why we have to prove ourself again and again?
This is just a trailer of questions which I face everyday. I will not show you whole movie ever because there are few questions which would pose threat to the presence of the ultimate. The experiences by the philosophy is scary and crazy ones. I would stop here for forever now.
Thanks for your support.
Regards,
Raj
FICTION DIARY (MUST READ) ... (1)
friends!
i am presenting you now a fiction diary which is must read...
feel the pain...
Dear diary!
I am back with bang yaar. I can’t put myself anymore to be in jail more. I tend to wait for sometime so that I can get a fresh platform for my new life. I can’t tell each and everything here because it is very hard case (as you may know that I have lot of problems in my life already so I don’t remember each and everything).
I have decided firmly that I am not going to call her / message her ever in my life as I think that she was responsible for my bad career.
Well, I would like to tell you that she is not responsible directly but indirectly. I loved her that was my fault and also she had never conveyed me to love her. She did one thing bad for me is that she never stopped talking to me even after I proposed her.
She should have taken any severe step but she performed something opposite of this. She increased friendship with me. I never called her but she herself called me. She began to flirt with me and as I loved her, I never had problem with that.
I firmly think that things happening due to love either acceptance or rejection makes a person blossom like a flower or as serious as a stone. When some carving is done on stone then it becomes just like permanent.
I wanted to be stone and ambitious just like Caesar. I am engineering student now and I don’t want to compromise with my studies now as I was already facing backlog of this type 5th time. Due to these backlogs everyone use to think about me as a poor or dull student but the fact is that I don’t think that I am dull student.
I think myself as a very hardworking person and very intelligent one. If I performed with my full efforts then success is not away from me. Life is hard teacher. Touchwood, I did this because I am little superstitious.
Bye…. Feeling sleepy…
See you later…
I pray to god to keep us all happy.