There are few situations in the past which we want to avoid in future. When those situations doesn't happen for few days then we think that we have been able to cope with it. But I forget that actually all these days I was not vulnerable to these situations. As now I am writing this post, it is for me to avoid writing few things which may be detrimental to all of us. I understand that most of the words which I have written here are in indirect sense and I know that I will anytime understand that what I wanted to actually write.
The other problem which I face here is that I want to be vulnerable to that feeling and at the same time I don't want to lose what is at store for me. From last few days, I have been going to internships and I have not learnt anything significant yet but yeah I have made few contacts. I have also learned to converse with the accused persons. I became aware of the fact that its very hard for a lawyer to understand whether the person to whom he is going to represent is right or wrong. I understand that I was on other point and suddenly I changed the topic to the law. I have a feeling right now that lot of things are running in my mind simultaneously. Its a miracle of human mind that how it concentrates on specific things.
When we want to work on something specific properly without any negativity then nothing can stop you from achieving your goal. I remember only once that I worked without any negativity in that case. It was in 6th class probably when we use to have summer classes and I had decided that I would read everything properly and I would get beyond 95 percent. That exam I got 96 percent. Since the inception happens and mind suffers from lot of prejudices and sometime prejudices affect our working style and sometimes it may also lead to negativity.
I need to go right now. I will be back from your mobile.
Regards,
Raj Agrawal
