Life was pretty simple before but today when one of your act leads you towards unwanted direction or make you feel that `Dude! you have to start over again... whatever you had gained has lost due to your foolishness.'
whatever principles you had followed, you were happy but suddenly when you break the ice, in good faith; I realised that it was something which i should not have done. a day before, i was happy but now what surrounds me is total noise. two of my friends are trying to break the ice of silence... i have told them that i am dire need of silence ... its time for me to talk clearly... before anyone points out than let me tell you that, I know that no one is so free to talk to me and call me.
The other option is to switch off the mobile phone but i feel that what if some urgency comes up... you never know what actually awaits you... i ignored few calls from few of my friends, because my sleeping time came up and i can't allow any discrepancies during my sleeping because i have done enough to disturb my sleeping time... if i take call then it will result in flow and exchange of information which takes lot of time... then sleeping time gets late by one hour which results in drowsyness and dullness in the morning...
And i have classes in the early morning... work came up.... see you later blog...
Yours generously,
Raj
Dear Raj,
ReplyDeleteI understand your concerns about schedule. It forms an important part of your life. My concern to you is what have you lost that you gained? I feel by following this new routine, you may not living up people's expectations and wants from you, but truly speaking, how many of these people are gonna be there tomorrow when you have to live your life?! People come and go. They may return but not time. Time is a precious gift/ luxury- once gone doesn't return. So don't be influenced by seeing others make life. Remember,
"Loneliness is a good feeling when you impose it yourself but turns into misery when people bestow it on you." So don't get scared by seeing the crowd walk by you. Its a tough but funny world. We shall be there for you, irrespective of time and situation.
Regards.
Anubhav Loyalka